Saturday, August 29, 2015

7 Lines From Page 7 of "Little Black Book"

            “Now,” he grunts into my ear as he yanks the belt off and throws it to the floor.
            Without warning he rams me to the hilt, smashing me against the granite countertop, knocking the wind from my lungs.
            “Are you going to let him fuck you?” he asks, pounding into me again and again, grabbing my hair to gain as much traction as possible.
            I nod my head because I can’t manage to speak or contain the squeals of delight each time he crashes on top of me. This is why I married you, sir. Night and day at all hours, you do the things I need.
            Loud staccato grunts pull me from my mind and he explodes inside me with ferocity, gripping my shoulders so tightly his fingertips turn white with the effort.
            “Are you trying to get me with child?” I say, smiling as he lays on me, panting and shaking.

Friday, November 8, 2013

new wip part 2

HARD ROCK
The limousine approaches the casino and I grip Ray’s hand tighter. I haven’t been to Hard Rock since the wedding and can’t help feeling nostalgia for the times I spent here with Mr. Brown. Those days will go with me to my grave, for I shall never tell Ray. Some secrets need to be kept buried and safe from the loving eyes of significant others. Or from husbands.
After we park, Ray takes me by the arm and escorts me into the casino, the loud rock music a welcome reminder of the past. The bustle of tourists and noise warms my heart and I pull closer to Ray, snuggling against his thick pea coat as we approach the center bar. Not far behind, I see two men following us and know without asking Ray they are cops. Always being followed.
Ray pulls a stool out for me and I sit, waiting for the bartender to take our order.
“What can I get you?” a young man of college age asks.
“A bottle of your finest champagne. And send a couple of beers to those two cops over there,” Ray tells him, pointing the men out to the bartender.
“Right away, sir,” he says when Ray hands him a stack of money.
“You don’t have to tip that much, you know.”
Before Ray can answer, the bartender returns with champagne and two glasses. He nods and smiles as if to tell me the results justify the expense. Barkeep fills the glasses and leaves. Ray hands me a glass before lifting the other for a toast.
“You know what day it is?” he asks, leaning close to me.
“How could I not?” I say.
“Happy anniversary. The best six months of my life.”
I sip the champagne in silence and think about his toast. It’s hard to believe we have only been married six months. The crazy events of summer made way for us to begin our lives together.
            He pulls me from my reverie by tapping my shoulder and pointing across the bar. I see a beautiful woman crying and dabbing a kerchief at the side of her mouth, trying to stop the bleeding coming from a split lip. I watch her order a double from the bartender and down it, ordering another one immediately.
            “There must be a story,” I say, watching the woman. She looks middle-eastern, with dark olive skin and near black eyes and hair. Her gaze catches mine and I can see the anger in her eyes.
            “Leave it alone, don’t get involved,” Ray says, holding my arm and preventing me from getting off the stool. I glare at his hand and that is enough for him to release his grip.
            “I will only be a minute, I swear.”
            The woman sees me approach and orders another drink. As I turn the corner to her side of the bar, I can see she wears a black silk dress that appears to be torn in a few places. I take the stool next to her and ask the bartender for two shots of tequila. He gives me the shots and I push one towards the woman.
            “I’m Ella.”
            She nods and throws the shot back without answering, continuing to press the cloth to her lip.
            “You should put ice on that,” I say, signaling once more to the barkeep and asking for a bag and ice. Handing it to her, I get a closer look at her face. Her dark eyes are beautiful and I know it must have been a man that put the tears in them.
            “Thank you,” she answers, fresh tears coming.
            “What happened? You get in a fight?”
            With a laugh, she pulls a pack of cigarettes from her purse and lights one. She offers one to me and I take it, wanting to hear her story.
            “Hazards of the job.”
            I look at her, waiting for her to continue. What job?
            “I’m a stripper. Here doing a private show for a bachelor party. Things got out of control and one of the guys whacked me around a bit. I’ll be okay.”
            I take a drag and keep quiet. Does this happen a lot? Knowing men, I’d bet it does.
            “The guy assumed he’d get more than a striptease. Didn’t even pay me.”
            Of course. Most men are violent scum that need to be removed from the playing field of life.
            “They are staying in the hotel?”
            She answers yes with a nod, wiping tears from her eyes. I look across at Ray and know his patience won’t last long. I blow him a kiss and turn back to the woman.
            “How many guys are up there?”
            She tilts her head to look more closely at me, not understanding what I am getting at. “Four, but one already passed out.”
            “Let’s go up there and get your money.”
            “Are you serious?”
            “I don’t joke when it comes to money,” I say, signaling for Ray to come join us. He pays the bartender and grabs his coat before making the walk around the bar. “This is my husband. He is one of the few good men.”
            She makes a small gesture of greeting and turns back to me. “Are you sure we’ll be okay? It got pretty ugly up there.”
            I pat her hand with mine and get up from the stool, extending my arm to tell her to lead the way. We follow her to the elevator and once inside, I can’t suppress sadness when I look at the floor number I used to share with Mr. Brown. However, she presses a different floor and I shake the memory from my mind. With a *ding*, the doors opens and Ray and I follow her down the hall. Music blares from within and I know we have the right door.
            Ray pounds on the door and it doesn’t take more than a moment for it to open. I see a youngish looking man with wild ginger hair staring back, obviously quite drunk and swaying side to side in the entryway. He sees the woman behind me and lets out a howl that brings the other two men to the door.
            “She’s back for more,” he yells, taking a swig from a 40 ounce bottle of cheap beer.
            “We are here for the money you owe,” I say, pushing my way into the room. Ray follows close behind and the woman stays near the door, looking like she may bolt at any moment.
            “She didn’t earn it, but you can gorgeous.”
            Shaking my head, I take off my jacket and motion for Ray to close the door. After he does, I open my purse and remove the handgun Ray gave me for my birthday.
            “I’m going to give you two options. Before I do, shut the music off.”
            None of the three men make a move to obey, so I slam my hand on the end table next to the chair.
            “Now!” I scream. One of the boys finally shuts off the stereo and the noise seems to hang in the air before drifting away. A clock ticks near the bed and the men watch me, waiting. “I’m glad I finally have your attention.”
            “We’ll pay the money…” the man that opened the door begins to say, but I cut him short and put a finger to my lips for him to be quiet.
            “Which one of these creeps hit you?” I ask the woman. She indicates the first man with a nod.
            “I didn’t mean it…” he starts, but again I cut him short.
            I light a cigarette and motion for him to sit in the chair next to me.
            “You have two options. Submit to my justice or we call the police. I happen to know a few personally and they would be quite happy to do more than follow me around all day. I’m sure they would like some action.”
            “Please, no police. I’ll do anything.”
            I sure enjoy it when a man begs.
            “Do you happen to have rope?” I ask. He stares at me in confusion and shakes his head in the negative. With a shrug, I tell Ray to give me his belt and take the one the man is wearing as well. I toss the gun to Ray and tell him to mind the other two, though in truth I don’t expect much from either one. They seem scared enough to piss themselves, huddling in the corner as far from me as possible.
            I use each belt to secure one of the man’s arms to the bed. Looking at the woman, I can see she doesn’t have a clue about what I plan on doing and neither does the man. As I pull his pants down, his erection springs up at me and I can’t help smiling. It’s quite an impressive cock.
            “That’s pretty nice,” I say, rubbing my hand along the shaft until a pearl drop of cum glistens the tip.
            He groans and watching me wrap my hand around it and slowly start squeezing and pulling. His eyes snap shut and I reach for my purse, getting my knife from the side pouch. He doesn’t see me do it, too intent on the pleasure I give with my hands. As his breathing gets heavier, I use my free hand to cup his balls, trying to make him cum. Within moments, his cock twitches in my palm and begins to erupt, shooting an impressive load on my dress.
            “That’s a lot of cum,” I say, taking the knife in one hand and holding his balls against the bed with the other.
            “Maybe I should pay you instead,” he says weakly, trying to catch his breath.
            “Don’t thank me yet,” I say, bringing the blade down on his balls, severing them from his torso.
            The volume of the scream startles me and it takes me a moment to jam a sheet into his mouth. He kicks at me franticly, but the deed is done and I throw the remains in the trash can. I look to the others, but his two friends appear frozen, not moving and even daring to look me in the eyes.
            “Nooooo,” he screams into the sheets.
            One of his friends finally springs to live and lunges for the knife in my hand. Before he can reach me I hear the gunshot and I watch him fall in a writhing heap at the foot of the bed. The third man holds his hands in the air as if to surrender, but Ray strides towards him and fires a single shot, hitting the man between the eyes. The man on the bed continues to scream and gush blood, a constant ebb of his life flickering.
            I look at the woman and hold the knife in her direction, but she shakes her head once more. She looks shaken, but less so than most under these circumstances. I shrug and lift the knife high, bringing it down with force into the man’s heart. Within moments his eyes shut forever.
            “It’s time for us to go,” I say. I get my phone out of the purse and tap a button to make a phone call. “Room 1204. Make it fast.”    

MEET THE HOLDENS
The woman follows us to the front entrance of the casino and stands with us as we wait for the limousine. She keeps quiet and smokes one cigarette after the next. When the driver opens the door for Ray, I let Ray get inside and wait for a few moments so I can speak to her.
“I think maybe you should come home with us for the night. I think that cut needs a few stitches and George is handy with a needle.”
“Who is George?” she asks, dark eyes flashing with suspicion.
“The butler.”
“A butler?”
“In truth, he means a lot more than that to me, but there isn’t a title to give him that covers it all.”
With a shrug, she gets into the limousine and sits between Ray and I. The driver takes Las Vegas Boulevard. He knows how much I love the view.
“This city is pretty at night,” I say.
“How long have you been married?” she asks, ignoring my attempt at small talk.
“Six months today,” I say, reaching over her lap and squeezing Ray’s hand.
I pull my hand away quickly, not wanting to make her uncomfortable after the evening’s events. Opening my purse, I take a pipe and baggie out and begin packing the bowl. I hand it to her and offer her the first hit of green. Taking it from me, she takes a puff before passing it to Ray. He holds up his hand, passing.
“He doesn’t smoke anymore. Hasn’t since he gave up writing.”
“Ah,” the woman says.
The limousine stops at a streetlight and I see the water show at the Bellagio begin. Oh, how I love the Bellagio!
“So, what’s your name?” I ask. I’m dying to know.
She chews her split lip for a moment before answering. “You can call me Ana.”
That doesn’t sound like a stripper stage name, so I remain silent and nod. The car moves with traffic and I turn my head to look at the show as long as possible.
“I love the Bellagio. It’s my favorite place in the city.”
“This city is a shit-hole without culture,” Ana says, taking another hit from the pipe.
I can’t disagree with the general sentiment. The entirety of culture boils down to the ringing of bells as people hit jackpots on slot machines. I can’t remember the last time someone started a conversation by telling me about the last book they read. I might die of a heart attack.
“You will see culture at the mansion.”
“Mansion,” she repeats after me.
“Like I said, you will see.”
The driver turns onto our private Avenue, lined with maple, oak and other assorted trees, leading to a roundabout that contains a massive fountain with water jets emanating from the marbled edges. A massive mansion sits at the end of the avenue, extending in all directions with a myriad of buildings and a line of trees ringing the property’s perimeter. The car stops and George rushes from the front entrance to greet us.
“I am pleased to welcome you to Holden Farms West.”
Ana smiles in spite of the cryptic greeting and follows us inside.
“You can’t really own this place.”
High heels clicking on marble, I show Ana around the first floor, with George acting as tour guide announcing each room.
“The house has ten bedrooms, twelve and a half baths as well as many other amenities, including three stables, dog kennels with a pack of beagles, a movie theater, a shooting range, a private night club, three private pools, a car showroom that I have filled with Ray’s private collection, three libraries, a billiard and game room, two gyms, five guesthouses of varying sizes, an art gallery, a formal ballroom, and lastly, but not least, a private nine hole golf course. All told, the mansion is some twenty one thousand square feet on a lot of five acres, which is enormous by Las Vegas standards,” George says to nobody in particular. Ana looks at me, shaking her head.
“This place feels like a museum. How many people live here?”
 “People that count this place as an address- twenty, counting servants.”
 “So much wasted space,” Ana says, once again shaking her head. “Nobody needs this much money.”
“I agree. I never set out to be this rich. However, don’t judge until you have seen everything. Some things are not as they appear.”
George opens the back entrance and leads them down a long hallway to an adjoining building that looks similar to a military barracks. He punches a security code into the keypad next to the door and a bell signals the lock is open. Ana and Ella follow him inside. A multitude of noises, in contrast with the quiet of the mansion causes Ana to stop. The room teems with people, most sitting at computer terminals wearing headsets and tapping away at social media sites.
“What is this?” Ana asks, moving closer to the wall, which is lined with computer stations. Most of those sitting at computers are women, though some are older men.
“We hire the homeless of Las Vegas to promote issues important to women’s rights on social media.”
 “Charity?”
“No,” Ella responds immediately. “We pride ourselves in paying more than any other employer in Nevada. We offer full health, dental, life insurances as well as housing. This building serves both as headquarters for our social media efforts and a dormitory for those that wish to live on premise.”
Ana stands behind one woman and watches her send tweets, emails and other communications asking constituents to vote for women on local ballots. A large sign dominates the wall above the computer terminals.
In the next century, women will RISE.
“Intense,” Ana says, watching on woman putting together a mailing list for a national candidate.
“We are committed to electing women to local, state and national offices. Considering women currently hold only 20% of the seats of power nationally, we have a long, hard climb ahead of us.”
“How well does this pay?” Ana asks.
“We haven’t had anyone quit.”
“Impressive.”
“Thank you. And enough serious talk for now. I want a drink,” Ella says, grabbing Ana by the hand and leading her back to the mansion. George follows at a short distance and waits by the door of the billiard room while Ella pours two glasses of whiskey.
            “Cheers,” Ana says, holding out her glass.
            I smile and sip my drink, wondering about this new acquaintance. Ray will enjoy having her around the mansion, I can tell you that much.
            “Come with me. I have someone to show you.”
            Leading the way outside, I unlock the gate and follows the gravel path toward the guest house.
            “Be careful in your heels, this gravel isn’t very safe. I promise to replace it soon.”
            Stopping at the door, I search my purse for the key.
            “I still can’t believe what happened at Hard Rock,” Ana says as I struggle to find the correct key for the lock.
            I pause for a moment and catches Ana’s gaze. “Nobody will miss men like that. I believe women everywhere are responsible for making sure those type of men stay around to breed.”
            “I suppose you are right,” Ana says, but her voice sounds thin and unsure.
            “Men have been raping and killing us for centuries. If women ever want to be equal, we can’t accept those conditions any longer. Rape shall be punishable by death,” I say as the lock finally yields and I lead the way inside. Ana follows me up the stairs and we stop at the door to the main guest bedroom.
            “What’s in here?” Ana asks.
            “A present,” I say, opening the door. Ana puts a hand to her mouth when she sees John tied to the bed. He starts to thrash and fight against the restraints when he sees us. I approach the bed and remove the sheet from his mouth. He lets out a string of profane abuse aimed at me, but I ignore him and go to the bathroom to fetch him a cup of water.
            “Who is he?”
            Ignoring her, I put the cut to his chafed lips. “Drink and be quiet.”
            He does as I tell him and drinks greedily at the water until I pull it away. “Thank you.”
            “What type of present is this?” Ana asks, eyes squinting in confusion.
            I pull back the covers to expose him and Ana gasps. Women always understand these things. “This is quite a cock.”
            “I’ll say,” Ana says, leaning closer to have a better view.
            My phone buzzes with a new text message and I look at the screen. Ray wants to talk to me. Can’t keep the husband waiting, now can I? What kind of wife would I be?
            “Stay here as long as you wish. You can find whiskey and anything else you want behind the bar in the next room. For now, I have important business.”
            Without waiting for a response, I run from the room and retrace my steps to the main entrance. I see a car parked at an odd angle and I wonder who the visitor might be this late in the evening. As I open the door, I hear Ray speaking with someone in the library and immediately I recognize the voice. Entering the room, I see Marcus sitting in a lounger holding a beer in one hand and a small disk in the other.
            When he sees me, a smile appears on his face, though I can’t understand why he might be happy to meet again after our last encounter. “Hello, Marcus. It’s been a while.”
            “Indeed. I hate to barge in uninvited, but I have something to show you,” he says, holding up the disk for me to see.
            “A movie?” I ask.
            “Not at all. It’s security camera footage from the Hard Rock. Dated tonight.”
            I sigh and walk towards the bar to make myself a drink. I think I will need a double.

FBI

            “What can I do for you, Marcus?” Ray asks him after I join them with my drink.     
            “Dispense with the pleasantries, I see. Very well,” he said, placing the disk on the table in front of Ray. “You can have that.”
            “That’s nice of you,” Ray says, stowing it in the inside pocket of his suit coat.
            “Wait, what will this cost us?” I ask.
            Leaning back in the ottoman, Marcus pulls a cigar from his leather jacket and clips the end off without taking his eyes off me. With slow intermittent puffs, he lights the cigar and pushes it to the side of his mouth.
            “Consider that a gift. It didn’t take much of a favor to take custody of the evidence from hotel security. No, I’m not here for that.”
            My stomach drops and I imagine the worst. He will arrest me or tell me it will happen at any moment. I feel lightheaded and take a long sip of whiskey.
            He pulls a photograph from his pocket and slides it toward me on the table. I see a young man with a shaven head staring back at me in a nut house jump suit. Do I know this man?
            “We’ve followed him for years. Like certain other serial killers tracked by the FBI, this one continues to elude capture.”
            I’ll ignore that.
Instead of responding, I lift my drink to Ray. I have a feeling I will need more.
“We almost caught him in New York, but he shot an agent. Long story short, he got away,” he says, puffing smoke in my general direction.
Waving at the air until I can see him, I can feel myself getting angry. “What does this have to do with me? Stop with the mystery and tell me.”
Instead of answering, he points with his free hand at the cigar and Ray jumps to bring him an ashtray. After placing the cigar on it, he turns back to me.
“Your pictures were like wallpaper in his apartment. I’ve never seen such obsession and coming from me, I’m quite sure you know that means something.”
Is he a fan, friend or foe? I’m still not sure I understand.
“Ok, Marcus. Just tell me already. Why should I be afraid of this man?”
He grabs a briefcase from the floor and places in on the table. It takes him a moment to put in the lock combination, which only serves to irritate me. Removing a manila color file folder, he pushes it across the table to me as he did the picture. I open it to find a quantity of pictures all of the same scene: mutilated young, pretty blonde models. Some of the bodies were cut a multitude of times, faces damaged beyond any possibility of recognition.
“Models. I am a writer.”
“I don’t think your opinion on the subject matters much to a killer like Billy.”
I shrug my shoulders, but I can’t disagree with him. “I thought his name was John?”
Removing another file from the briefcase, he begins to read.
Billy Morse. Born in Utica, New York on December 3rd 1983. Parents deceased, no surviving relatives. Attended two years of state college before moving to New York City. First murder of a model from Italy in NYC for a fashion show in fall of 2007.
“Shall I continue?” he asks.
I shake my head, but he slides it to me anyway. Skimming the details, I read of subsequent murders and models disappearing being connected to him.
“Twelve dead. I don’t know whether to be scared for myself or sad for your lack of skills in the area of apprehending these dangerous killers.”
He bursts into laughter and I can’t help laugh along with him. “Said without a hint of irony, eh?”
“None at all,” I say. “What makes you think he will come to Vegas?”
“An agent followed his trail and it led right to your door.”
There is no such thing as coincidence.
“Does this agent have a thick woodsman’s beard? You know, like those athletes that don’t cut their beards in the playoffs because of superstition?”
Marcus shook his head from side to side, slowly. The import took a few seconds to claw its way through the clutter in my mind and the first thought I have: Ana!
Rushing from the room, I run to the guest house once more. I have no idea what I will find. I don’t know which one I might find dead. Ray keeps pace with me, gun in hand and aimed over my shoulder. Pushing against the door, I burst into bedroom. No one in the room. Continuing into the bedroom and dressing area, I find no sign of Ana or Billy.
“Ella, come back,” Ray says. He stands by the end table next to the bed, an envelope in his hands. “It’s addressed to you.”
Using my finger, I open the envelope and remove a single piece of hotel stationary.
“Thank you for the hospitality,” I read out to Ray and Marcus. “That’s it?”
Ray pulls the note from my hands and studies each side, as if doubting my reading skills. Shaking his head, he gives the paper to Marcus. “Well, Marcus? What does it mean?”
“I don’t know,” he answers, staring at the sheet for some time. He folds it and stuffs it in his jacket.
“Did he kill Ana?” I ask.
“Ana?” Marcus asks, but doesn’t wait for me to answer. “It doesn’t matter. Could Ana use your ID to get into a club? If not, he didn’t kill her.”
I can’t help laughing, because knowledge fills me: Ana lives. I hope to see her again. To be responsible makes me shudder. I can’t let anything happen to her.
“What will he do now?” I ask. As soon as I speak I know Marcus can’t tell me anything of use, even if he did know.
“He will be coming for you again. Having built you up to be the signature trophy kill of his career, I estimate the chances he walks away…to be very remote.”
“Are you certain he wants to kill me?” I ask. I am not certain of that fact. At all. Perhaps our dalliance soured his opinion of me, but I do not believe he came to Vegas to kill me.
“Billy interests me, but I am not the agent on his case, so I can only offer you my opinion, which may or may not be accurate.”
“You can dispense with the lawyer speech with me of all people, can we agree?” I ask, shaking my head. I add, “If you don’t have anything more for me, I’m going to bed.”
“Just the matter…” he starts to say, but I cut him short.

“Ray, pay that man his money,” I say and walk from the room. 

new WIP

LITTLE BLACK BOOK

            Hello journal. You will be my new friend. I shall tell you all the secrets I dare not tell others. Pages will mark time until I am caught or die. How many men can I kill before they stop me? How long can the money hide and protect me?
             I am back. Did you miss me? I have missed you all, especially the male fans that leave lurid comments on my blog. Months have come and gone since I wrote the ending to my novel and there are so many things I have to tell you. All will be shared in due time. I only have a few minutes before Ray returns from a meeting with the mayor.
            I want to welcome you to my journal. In these pages I shall tell you of my exploits in Las Vegas. The names and stories written here will be changed to protect me. The basic truth will remain. The people named in my little black book are no longer alive.
            Fall comes to Vegas and the temperature drops a little each day, making it time to put away shorts and bathing suits and the skimpy clothing I wear around the mansion to torture the staff. I know George and David will be disappointed, but I promise to find ways to keep them happy.
            Ray called to say he will be late. That gives me extra time to prepare for tonight. I’m having a new friend over for dinner and I need to look my best. I can’t ignore my routine no matter how much money I stuff into my bank account.
            And so, it begins. Enjoy dear reader, my tales of Las Vegas.

I
DIVE BAR
I came here to write, trying to stay as far from tourists and bars packed with frat boys and their silly attempts to stick me with the pointy end. 
To avoid all those things, I picked this bar, a run-down locals place with a simple blinking sign of ‘duff’s bar’ on the front. The dusty floor and mostly empty stools told me immediately I had the right place. 
The bar looks smaller from the inside, with an old juke-box sitting silently in the corner as the two older men pressing bellies to the bar stare at me. I place my notebook on the stool next to me and signal the bartender for a drink.
"What will it be blondie?"
"Whiskey, neat. Make it a double." 
He makes the drink and places it on a cocktail napkin, giving me a creepy smile I am sure he intends to make me swoon. 
I shake my head and take down half the drink in one swallow to remove the image from my mind. I need to write after all and don’t need to be distracted by horny barbacks. Just pour my damned drink, please.
Rising from the stool, I walk to the jukebox. As I tap the touch screen looking for songs, the front door opens. A man walks in, age thirty if I am forced to guess, wearing jeans and a plaid shirt. His face is covered by a scruffy growing beard and dark brown eyes find my own. He gets a drink from the bartender as I select my song.
"Only girl in the world" by a certain pop star. 
The opening refrain is playing and I begin to hum along when the man appears at my side, coming close to me. I can smell the lingering stink of travel and road dirt on him and wish he might have showered before pressing against my side. 
"What’s your story? You play for the Redsox?" I ask, giving a beard a tug. 
He laughs, takes a deep drink and clears his throat. 
"Not those clowns. I’m from New York. I hate the Redsox."
"I see." I don’t tell him I grew up near Boston. Strike one, sir.
He follows me back to the bar in silence and watches as I take up my notebook to begin writing. 
"What are you writing?" he asks. 
I tap the pen against the bar with annoyance. I won’t be able to write anything if you don’t let me breathe, sir.
"Sex." I say, crossing my legs and putting a cigarette to my lips. I pause for a moment, giving him a chance to be a gentleman, but no flame is forthcoming. I light it myself and grumble into my drink.
"Sorry, I don’t smoke," he says. 
"Nice story," I say, putting the cigarette on the ashtray and picking up my pen. I write a sentence in my notebook and move my arm to give him full view of the page. 
The plot thickens and she wonders if she will take him back to the hotel. Does he want ‘that’ from me? 
"Definitely," he answers, smiling at me. I can’t deny he is handsome, dark eyes matching his warm smile. 
"Settle down, Mr. That is just a story. As it happens, I’m tired and not at all in the mood for that sort of thing tonight." 
The air leaks from his balloon and he slouches on the bar stool, signaling the bar keep for another round. 
"About time you offered me a drink. I was beginning to think you have no manners." I wink at him and finish my cocktail, waiting for another.
"Sorry, I’m nervous," he says, not able to hold eye contact and looking up at the sports highlight show on the television.
"Tsk, tsk, don’t ever ignore a girl for sports."
Barkeep arrives with drinks, shaking his head at the failures of my new friend who fumbles with money with shaking hands. I place a hand on his leg and wait until he looks at me.
"Relax. There’s no reason to be nervous. I’m just a girl."
He tries to smile, but fails and gulps down his drink and waves at the barkeep for another.
"Not for me, I’m leaving in a minute." 
"You only wrote a sentence,’ he says in confusion. 
"I can’t concentrate tonight. I know better than to force the muse into cooperation. It doesn’t work that way."
The look of disappointment returns and he stammers a string of words in a feeble attempt to convince me to stay.
Grabbing a bar napkin, I write my phone number and my twitter screen name. Sliding it to him, I throw money on the bar and pack up my writing materials.
"I am tired. So sorry to leave so soon. Be in touch?" I say, running a finger along his arm. 
Walking away, I am quite certain his eyes are on me. He will call. Bet on it.
II
            His text arrives on cue and I invite him for dinner this evening. I’ll have to find errands to send Ray to complete for a few hours for I do not want him to interrupt the festivities. The man responds with gushing enthusiasm and it takes me a few texts to convince him not to bring anything. I mean, I have a distillery and a winery here at the mansion, what can I possibly need from him? (Except his life)
            Ray doesn’t want to leave on ‘errands’, which might have something to do with him walking in as I applied lotion to my legs after the bath. Men can’t stop themselves. I do admire that quality in men. Go for pleasure with no apologies. Our time on this dirt ball we call Earth gets shorter with each passing day and I plan on killing and sexing as long as I can get away with it.
            I spray perfume on my neck and wrists before pulling a silk dress over my head. Descending the grand spiral staircase that leads from the front entrance to the private bedrooms on the second floor, I see Ray standing in the foyer. He wears a black suit and smiles as I approach. Lips touch my cheek and I push out of his attempts to clutch me in his arms and enter the kitchen.
            Pouring two drinks of whiskey, I wait for Ray to appear by my side before I raise my glass.
            “What are we celebrating?” he asks, trying to kiss me again.
            “A new friend is coming for dinner.”
            He frowns and pours a second drink.
            “Can’t we just spend the night together?”
            I put my arms around his neck and bury my head in his suit jacket, which smells of cigars and perfume.
            “I promise I’ll make it up to you later,” I say, putting my hand on his belt and tracing my finger over the buckle.
            With a growl, he spins me and pushes my stomach against the countertop. He lifts my dress and spanks my bare ass hard several times, which brings tears to my eyes.
            “Now,” he grunts into my ear as he yanks the belt off and throws it to the floor.
            Without warning he rams me to the hilt, smashing me against the granite countertop, knocking the wind from my lungs.
            “Are you going to let him fuck you?” he asks, pounding into me again and again, grabbing my hair to gain as much traction as possible.
            I nod my head because I can’t manage to speak or contain the squeals of delight each time he crashes on top of me. This is why I married you, sir. Night and day at all hours, you do the things I need.
            Loud staccato grunts pull me from my mind and he explodes inside me with ferocity, gripping my shoulders so tightly his fingertips turn white with the effort.
            “Are you trying to get me with child?” I say, smiling as he lays on me, panting and shaking.
            He doesn’t answer and pulls away. I know he will leave me alone tonight with my guest. I wonder if he will watch on the security system like last time. He leaves the kitchen without a word and I fix my hair and dress in the reflection of the refrigerator. I look as if my husband just took me in a rough manner and rush up the stairs to apply a freshening to my make-up and clean the mess running down my legs. I must look my best, don’t you agree?
            The doorbell rings and I look at the wall clock. It’s seven o’clock. I appreciate a man being punctual. Nothing bothers me as much as a man keeping me waiting. I descend the stair again, but take my time. He must be nervous standing at the door to this monstrosity I call home. Nothing he saw at the bar last night could give him any indication of the wealth Ray and I share.
            I pull open the door and with a sweeping wave of my arm, invite him inside. He trimmed his beard and put on fresh clothing for me, which makes me happy. I can’t stand slovenly behavior from men. He produces roses from behind his back and hands the bunch to me. Putting the package to my face, I inhale the sweet smell and smile. I think I chose well.
            “Make yourself a drink,” I say, indicating the bar against the wall next to the piano. I grab a vase and begin trimming the stems, watching him pour two tumblers of whiskey. His shoes click loudly on the marble floor as he joins me and holds out a glass.
            “Do you live here by yourself?” he asks, looking around in wonder at the high ceilings and stained glass windows.
            “No, silly,” I say, lifting my glass. “Here is to adventure in Sin City.”
            “Cheers,” he says, still craning his neck at various furnishings. Taking a drink, he returns his eyes to min. “You look incredible.”
            I can’t help blush and make a small spin to give him a proper viewing of my dress.
            “You are too kind, sir.”
            “No, I am not. Your beauty…” he begins, but stops, content to stare at me, taking in my features and sipping his drink.
            I grab his tie and pull him close, standing on my toes to bring my mouth close to his. “You were saying?”
            He places the glass on the table and takes my face in his hands, covering my lips with soft kisses, his beard tickling and teasing my skin.
            “Ooh,” I say, bumps rising along my arm as his fingers grip my hair. I feel a slight weakness in my knees as a hand pushes the strap of my dress off my shoulder and he kisses my neck. My breathing becomes shallow and I doubt we shall bother with dinner after all. Suddenly, his hands are everywhere, pulling and pinching and ripping at my dress.
            He lifts me and carries me away, though I am certain he doesn’t know where to go. I say nothing, content to be taken as he wishes, not wanting to direct or lead in any fashion. Oh, how I prefer a man…
            Seeing the couch in the billiard room, he drops me onto the cushion and removes his tie and jacket. He grabs my dress and pulls it over my head, leaving me naked and wanting. I wrap my legs around the pillow and grind against it, my eyes locked with his, wanting him to see my desire. He throws the pillow against the wall and grabs my ankle, forcing my legs apart.
            Looking over his shoulder, I can see the light from the security system blinking red and know Ray watches. The thought causes a tremor to pass over my body and I arch my back to push my body closer to him. He places my breast in his mouth and bites at my nipple greedily, ravishing me with a ferocity that makes me gasp. I begin pulling at his pants, but he slaps at my hand before pinning it against the couch behind my head.
            Grabbing both my wrists, he flips me over and presses my stomach into the soft cushion, his strength surprising me. I bite my lip to keep from screaming, for I can feel the size of it against my leg. I hold my breath and try to look over my shoulder, wanting to see, but I can’t move an inch in his iron grip. He eases into me and for a brief moment the room spins.
            “ahhhh,” I manage to say. He doesn’t answer and keeps working more of it in, slowly rocking into me, burying inch after inch until I feel hot fire in my belly. He grabs at my shoulders and uses the leverage to force it all in, which makes me gasp at the very moment the doorbell rings.
            I try to turn my body, but again he holds my body in place and doesn’t stop, keeping a slow rhythm of grinding in into me and pulling it out again. The bell rings once more, but still he makes no sign he heard it, continuing to drive his cock deep in me, making me gasp each time. I simply am not used to his size. He is far larger than Ray and I can’t help not wanting it to end.
            George passes by the doorway on his way to the front entrance, but doesn’t look or acknowledge the fierce assault the man puts on me. I hear him speak to the delivery boy over the sounds of the man’s skin smacking against my ass. The man increases the speed and rams me without mercy, which brings noises from me I can’t control. George passes again on the way to the kitchen.
            “Dinner is ready.”
            The man lets out a laugh and stops for a moment. I fear he might be put off and not continue, but I have nothing to fear. He flips me over and bends my legs up until my knees touch my chest. Pressing on me until I feel as if he will crush me completely, he thrusts inside me once more. He fucks me in a frenzy, mashing me into the couch and bending my body like a pretzel to achieve deeper penetration.
            The fury increases and I can’t form a single thought in my mind as he owns my body in a more complete way than I’ve ever experienced. I put my arms around his neck as his breathing grows heavier and he grinds it deeper and deeper inside me. He bites at my ear and grunts heavily, body going rigid as he orgasms and begins shooting seed into me.
            He collapses on top of me, unable to move or speak or catch his breath. Sweat drips from his temples onto my face and I rub my hands over his back trying to soothe him. After a few minutes, he rolls to the side and sits upright on the couch, putting my legs on his lap.
            “Are you hungry yet?” I ask. His hands massage my upper thighs in slow circles, with his rough fingers brushing against my clit every few seconds, causing me to arch my back into him once more.
            “I am not done with you,” he says, inserting fingers in me as the evidence of what he did slowly leaks down my leg. Curling his fingers, he flicks at a spot that makes me squeal with desire.
            “Don’t stop,” I say. He flicks at my clit with the other hand as he fucks me hard with his fingers. Oh my god, he is going to make me cum.
            “I’m going to fuck you all night,” he says, increasing the speed of his fingers. I can’t respond as I’m too close. I shut my eyes and drift into the pleasure, letting the moment take me away. He moves my legs and positions his face close to my waist. I feel his tongue swirl around my clit, which sends me over the top. Grabbing his face and pressing it against me, I begin to cum at the moment I see Ray standing in the doorway holding my special knife.  
            I don’t care or try to stop, my body stiff and racked with orgasm. The man can’t see Ray and I grip my thighs about his head, squeezing to force more contact, the spasm going on and on and on. When it subsides, I do not see Ray, though he left the knife next to the camera. Ray is a thoughtful husband.
            “I think it’s time for dinner,” he says, standing and stretching. I don’t move and remain for a moment in the glow of the incredible orgasm the man gave me. I watch him dress and smile, for I am truly happy at this moment.
            “You are amazing,” I finally manage to say, rising to my feet. I kiss his cheek and grab his hand, leading him to the kitchen. I see Outback take out bags on the counter. “I hope you like steak, sir.”
III
            I find Ray in the stables tending to the horses. I can’t tell if he is mad or jealous, for I see no emotion in his eyes when he sees me. He greets me with arms open and pulls me into a warm embrace and all my fears leave me. Even though we have been married these five months, I can’t shake the thoughts that he may never truly accept me for what I am.
            “Did you have fun?” he asks, taking up the brush and working on the rust/red mare’s mane.
            “I did,” I answer, not wanting to say too much. Can I tell him it was incredible, earth shattering even? I don’t know and say nothing more, preferring to watch him work with Bella.
            Stopping for a moment, his eyes narrow and I can see thoughts swirling in his eyes, a myriad of questions he wants to ask. “And?”
            “He took a nap after dinner.”
            “Oh?” he can’t hide the surprise in his voice.
            “I thought maybe I could keep him around for a while.”
            A low whistle escapes his lips and he returns to brushing Bella’s mane, as if contemplating my statement. What will he say?
            “Like a toy?” he asks, smirking at me.
            “Just like that, Ray,” I answer, throwing my arms around his neck and kissing him on the neck and mouth and cheek.
            “Whatever you want, love,” he says, putting the brush down and taking me into his arms once again.
            “Yes!” I say, unable to contain my glee. I run from the barn, pass the kennels and enter the guest house. Taking the stairs two at a time, I open the door to the master bedroom to see the man jerking and pulling at the ropes biding him to the bed. I approach and sit beside him, running a hand over his strong arms.
            Muffled sounds come from the man and I remove the tie stuffed in his mouth to let him speak.
            “Nice of you to return, it feels like I’ve been tied here forever. My arms and legs feel like I’m being stabbed by a thousand pins and needles.”
            Rubbing my hand over his stomach and going lower, I grip him in my hand, squeezing and pulling.
            “Quit complaining, I have good news for you.”
            His eyes open wide and I can smell fear coming from him for the first time. Did he think I tied him to the bed for some sexual game?
            “The husband said I could keep you around for a while.”
            “What the hell? You’re married?”
            “Happily. Though, I won’t lie, I didn’t tell him how hard you fucked me. Or how hard you made me cum.”
            He makes a new attempt to pull from the ropes, bucking with surprising strength that shakes the bed. I wait for him to cease fighting, for I know it to be a futile enterprise. After all, I tied the knots myself. He will be going no place unless I cut him free. Within a few minutes, he stops and waits for me to continue.
            “You should be grateful,” I say, reaching for the nightstand and opening the top drawer. I place my knife on the bed for him to see.
            “You are crazy.”
            “Here I am raving about how well you fucked me and you hurl insults. That’s not very nice, Mr.”  
            “Are you going to kill me?” he says as I continue to pull and yank on his massive piece of meat. I put a finger to his lips and straddle him, swinging a leg over. Easing myself on top, I guide him inside of me.
            “No. I don’t throw away useful toys,” I say as I let my weight go and hilt myself on his shaft. As I work up a rhythm, his eyes look around the room for anything that might help his plight. Sweat forms on my forehead and I feel my orgasm building once again as the door creaks open. I see Ray enter and take a seat on the ottoman against the far wall. He lights a cigarette, crosses his legs and leans his check on a palm, settling in to watch.
            “I love you, Ray,” I say as I bounce on the man, using his size and girth to bring myself closer to orgasm. The man can’t stop himself and begins to cum, eyes snapping shut as spasms pass over his body. I grab the knife from the nightstand and flick open the blade. Pressing the metal against his neck, I slow my pace to a grind, my orgasm moments away.
            My body goes rigid and I drop the knife on the bed. The man pants and wheezes for air and I roll off him, once again feeling his spunk drip down my leg. My head swims and I feel faint from the exertion. Ray helps me stand and holds me as I gain my bearings. The man watches us and the fear returns to his eyes.
            “What happens now?” he asks. Does he want to know?
            “All in good time, sir,” I answer, walking from the room, hand in hand with Ray.